Morning horrors

After a crappy start to the week, I’ve been sleeping pretty early and feeling a lot better for my early morning classes.  I think I’m going to continue this sleeping early thing because waking up feeling refreshed is much better than waking up and having profanities running through my mind.  Yes.  First morning horror conquered!

BUT.  Yesterday morning and this morning, there was no hot water in the showers.  For two days in a row, I’ve taken horribly cold showers.  Okay, so the water was actually like lukewarm because there was probably some residual hot water left.  But this is the girl who usually takes incredibly hot showers!  Lukewarm is like ice to me!  New morning horror!

Anyway, I’m still pretty happy because I’ve been getting a good amount of sleep in, so this is good.  I still have weird dreams, but at least they aren’t freaking me out anymore.  Hoorah for quality sleep!

I use a lot of exclamation points, don’t I?  I annoy myself sometimes.

Dreams

It’s easy to dismiss dreams as strange manifestations of our subconscious mind.  But when I have dreams that reflect exactly what I’m scared of or what I want or what I would do in a certain situation, it leaves me feeling…well, unsettled to say the least.  Lately, it’s as if everything I try to avoid thinking about during the day comes out at night in my dreams.

I think I’m developing a fear of abandonment.