Not fair
March 10, 2009
Getting sick now just isn’t fair.
I have enough to deal with right now!
I want to cry.
Complete the circle
March 9, 2009
I am a creature of habit. I’m pretty sure I react the same way every time I’m upset. I cry, I get depressed, I think too much about it, I pretend I’m fine, I get mad at other people, I get mad at myself, I pretend I’m fine again, and then it starts over. I know there are supposed to be stages, but who actually reacts the same way every single time? Maybe I’m not the only one.
I should just skip all of it and stick with the crying. It’s what I’m best at, right?
Okay, I’m thinking too much again.
I wish I had a video recording of my entire life because my memory isn’t good enough.
Succinct
March 8, 2009
I am a mess.
