Muahahahaha

Yay. Good news at last!

Okay midterm season is gonna bite me in the ass…starting tomorrow at 11am.

On the plus side, I got over my cold pretty quickly this time! I must be getting better at taking care of myself!

Snippets

Life update for those who wonder why I have semi-disappeared from gchat/facebook/the world.

The Classes: I started out thinking this would be a chill semester because I wasn’t taking that many units. English, biochem, anatomy, no big deal. Oh wait, I have units for my seminar and research. And now I am suddenly treading water after becoming a UGSI and an SLC tutor. By the end of the week, I might have 22.5 units. What. The. Hell.

The Job: No longer exists after Friday. I had a long discussion with K. which made me realize I couldn’t keep adding to my schedule without leaving something behind. So I resigned from being a security monitor. Goodbye to my only paying job! Quitting sucks. I’m really bad at giving things up. Really, really bad.

The Apartment: I love the girls I am living with. We might all be loud and crazy and scare boys away, but I love coming back to my place after an exhausting day and sharing stories with them. They are good advice givers and listeners and help me feel better about myself. Also, they put up with me and my late night grumpiness. And they don’t laugh too much when I do stupid things like burn myself on my printer. Oh and I finally have a TV and DVD player, thanks to my wonderful daddy!

The Boy: I need to slow down and appreciate this one more. And that’s all I have to say about that.

The Family: I have not been home since pre-MCAT craziness. My dad was nice enough to deliver stuff to me in Berkeley, so I’m glad I got to see him. My mom is in Asia and I haven’t talked to her in a really really long time. I miss her. Kinda miss the bro too. I guess we chat/text/call sometimes which is nice. Blah. I feel like I need to get away from Berkeley for a while.

Other: I am sick. And on antibiotics. Not fun at all. Long story short, I should really start sleeping more.

I guess that’s it. Life is crazy, and I always wonder how I can forget that. Haha. But I guess I love it anyway!

Awesome timing

I’m really upset that I’m sick right now.

I can’t focus enough to study for my physics midterm tomorrow, I’m still behind on stuff for my research lab, and I need to study disgusting invertebrates so I can stop failing my bio quizzes.  Not cool.

All I want to do is sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep :(

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Yeah I realized I’m really whiny when I’m sick.  Sorry.

Days Go By

Here is an update of my life as of lately.  Or basically, since the last time I posted.

Let’s see.  Basically, after an entire semester of staying healthy, I got the flu.  Actually I don’t know what it was because my doctor was like “Well, it isn’t swine flu, but it could be either regular flu, strep, or the common cold, depending on what happens.  Just call me if anything changes or gets worse.”  Thanks doc.  I still think it was the flu.

I honestly cannot remember the last time I was that sick.  Thursday was definitely when the worst of it hit me, and I was a complete mess.  I was so weak I had to grab onto whatever was closest just to walk around, and I could barely even feed myself oatmeal.  So in my desperation, I begged my Daddy to come pick me up and take me home.  I know, I’m pathetic, but what can I say?  Of course, my mother once again reminded me of the fact that Berkeley is the best place for me and what would I have done if I had gone to a school far away aren’t you lucky blahblahblahblah.  Love her.

And that was that.  Saturday, our family drove up to Davis for E.’s graduation.  Even though it sucked to drive in the rain and I got blisters from wearing heels and had to step in puddles and had to play mediator, it was a worthwhile trip.  I am so proud of my big brother!  Oh and I finally got to see his apartment which basically made every apartment I’ve ever seen in Berkeley look hella janky.  So unfair.

Monday and Tuesday I had all of my finals.  They went pretty well, but mostly I’m just glad that I survived them after being such a pile and not being able to study monster like I usually do.  Oh, except I did fall asleep during both my bio and music finals.  But…let’s not talk about that.  Anyway, now it is Wednesday and I and home and I can finally let everything go, curl up in bed with some good books, and catch up with people.

Oh yeah, I have a new phone and unlimited texting now!  Best early Christmas gift ever.

Cause while you wait inside the days go by.

SO FRUSTRATED

It’s bad enough that summer school is taking up so much of time, but it’s even worse when I make time and go home expecting to have a fun weekend hanging out with people, only to be SICK ALL WEEKEND.

Seriously, I want to hit something right now.  Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh how did I even get sick?!  It’s summer!  Nobody is sick!  Well okay, my dad is sick too but I was in Berkeley and he was home so it’s not like I got it from him or vice versa.  SO LAME.

Well at least G kept me company on the phone for a while and I finally got some episodes of tv from C.

But stilllllllllllllllll I want to be out and about!  Not stuck here in my room that smells like skunk because I left my window open and it smelled like skunk outside.  Disgusting.

Hey it’s my half birthday!  Cool, except not.

Okay okay okay I am going to go to sleep for a long long time and wake up feeling better!

Sicky

I absolutely hate being sick.

Okay, I know nobody enjoys being sick, but why do I feel like I always get sick at the worst times?!  LAME.

I slept from 1pm to about 630pm today and basically got up to pee or take Tylenol.  I feel like crap, look like crap, and sound like crap.  At least I’m in a slightly better mood because my mom actually cooked a lot today.  Ever since I left for college, she’s been cooking less and less, but today was nice.  I was super bitter this morning because both my parents were gone and I had to drive myself to some stupid appointment and yeah I’m a whiny little bitch.  Haha.  But just because I can take care of myself when I’m sick doesn’t mean I don’t want someone checking up on me!

WHINEWHINEWHINE.

Germs suck

And allergies do too!

Soooooo.  I first got sick two weeks ago and ever since then I’ve been coughing and I haven’t been entirely well.  My voice is mostly back, but this cough really needs to go!  Also, it really really sucks not being able to sing.  I sing a lot.  A lot a lot a lot!  I feel like I’ve lost a part of my identity!  Angry!

Haha I love exclamation marks.

I also think I’m starting to get allergies after being in Cupertino a few days.  Way to put a damper on being home.

I want my voice back!  I want to sing and be silly and annoy my brother and not be coughing.

On another note, kids grow up way too quickly.