One week.

Something that I should at least try to keep in mind…

Anyway, it’s time to lock myself up and study. Hermit mode engaged.

August 24th: Freedom.

Work hard, play hard?

So this weekend will be my last weekend home before summer session ends.  The sad thing is, I’ll be studying all weekend for my midterm on Monday, with the exception of a few hours when I get to go see The Fray in concert!  Yay!

But study study study is in my near future for a long time.  One more midterm, three more lab reports, and two finals.  The end is in sight!  I can see the light at the end of the tunnel!  But it’s going to be a hard few weeks.  Send me good vibes!

And thennnnnnnn one short week before move-in day.  How did summer slip by so quickly?

Oh well, gotta get my share of play in that week.  August 14th-21st.  Yeah yeah?

Study break (Part II)

The top of my foot itches like crazy.  So last night, I thought I dripped water on my foot while I was drinking (sounds awkward, but it’s because I sit in really random positions when I study) because I felt something kind of tickle.  Today, it started itching like crazy and I scratched it without realizing it was a bug bite!  Grossgrossgross.

I can hear my jaw click when I chew.  Kind of disturbing.

The arch of my foot completely cramped up earlier when I was standing so I ended up falling over and then crawling to my chair.

My brother called me and said he was in Oregon.  So weird.

Okay, that is all.  I feel much better than yesteryday, probably because it’s not night time and I’m not exhausted.   Also, I have been doing lots and lots of problems so I feel slightly more prepared.  I still have a lot to do though.  Aughhh twenty-four hours until I head to my midterm.

Study break

Right now, I really wish I could just be at home where all my friends are.  Yeah sure I know I’ll be so glad I took chem over the summer once fall semester starts, but at this instant I am miserable.  The only time I left the apartment today was to go downstairs and throw out the trash.  I feel like I’ve been studying all day, but the feeling that I’m never going to be prepared won’t go away.  It just sucks to be by yourself, and hour away from home, and then having people tell you that they’re doing this or that.  I know it’s not their intention, but I feel like the fact that I’m stuck here studying my ass off is just being thrown in my face.

I feel like I’m just going to break any second.  I’m overreacting about stupid things, I’m taking everything too seriously, and I just feel like a horrible person.  Maybe I’m just too sensitive about things that really don’t matter.  Maybe I don’t see the point in making fun of people.  Maybe I just need to go back to studying and own my midterm and just feel better about myself.

I wonder why I don’t have any stuffed animals here with me in Berkeley.