School is hard

No kidding, right?

So not looking forward to next week.

Midterms suck. Also, my day of reckoning is coming. Soon my fate will be half sealed!

Yes I am being overly dramatic.

On the other hand, I love my roommates and TV premieres. Hehe.

Television junkie

Okay, so within about one and a half semesters, I’ve managed to watch every single episode of all seven seasons of Gilmore Girls.  This is probably my favorite tv show because it makes me laugh and cry and is just a lot of fun to watch.  And I’m really sad that I’m done with all the episodes!

Anyway, finishing this show has also made me realize that I kind of have an addictive personality, which may or may not be a good thing.  It probably isn’t.  Oh well, I will continue the battle with my vices.  In the meantime, I’ll probably find some other television show to become addicted to.  Maybe I’ll finally start watching Lost.  Hehe.

I am so excited to go home tomorrow that I can barely even sit still.  I feel all happy and bubbly and overloaded on sugar all the time!  Ahhh I love Cupertino.

I still remember when love was enough

So this ridiculously long winter break is driving me somewhat insane.  I know I should be glad that I get so much time off, but I feel like my brain is rotting away as I watch hours of Discovery and Food Network.  Seriously, I’m not a big tv person but this break was just…something else.

Anyway, my point is that too much free time gives me too much time to let my mind wander and think too much.  I overanalyze the stupidest things, I create alternate scenarios in my mind, and I daydream about possible futures.  It’s pretty stupid and frustrating, and almost always ends up with me being unsatisfied with how things are right now.

I guess my thing of the year should really be trying to find a way to be content with what life gives me at the moment.  This doesn’t mean that I won’t try and make things better for myself, but I shouldn’t be constantly thinking “what if” or “why didn’t I” or anything of that nature.  I realize that this is a pretty lofty goal for me, but I’m going to keep at it for the sake of my sanity, well-being, and happiness.

But there are certain things that I can’t fix on my own.  I’ll leave that up to time.

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I just read my horoscope for today.

“Focusing on one relationship is really not a good idea.  Spread the love.”

Hah.  I guess it’s the kick in the butt I need.